<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd"><channel><title><![CDATA[Emptied at the Altar of my Heart]]></title><description><![CDATA[The holy unraveling of becoming fully alive. From abuse to a life of miracles, devotion, Eros, and Sacred Union. Untold stories from the depths of my heart to yours. <br/><br/><a href="https://iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast">iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com</a>]]></description><link>https://iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com/podcast</link><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 23 Aug 2026 21:10:35 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/9074150.rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><author><![CDATA[With you as my witness, I tell my untold truths.]]></author><copyright><![CDATA[Lauren Melissa]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[iamlaurenmelissa@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:new-feed-url>https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/9074150.rss</itunes:new-feed-url><itunes:author>With you as my witness, I tell my untold truths.</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>The holy unraveling of becoming fully alive. From abuse to a life of miracles, devotion, Eros, and Sacred Union. Written and spoken stories and teachings to awaken the remembrance that God was always found through your body.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><itunes:owner><itunes:name>With you as my witness, I tell my untold truths.</itunes:name><itunes:email>iamlaurenmelissa@substack.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>Yes</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Religion &amp; Spirituality"><itunes:category text="Spirituality"/></itunes:category><itunes:category text="Health &amp; Fitness"><itunes:category text="Sexuality"/></itunes:category><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/9074150/28ff5e9595821a22267d00637eea55c3.jpg"/><item><title><![CDATA[The Year of Miracles]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>0:00-3:26 - Intro to this Episode</p><p>3:26-7:37 - Backstory before the story</p><p>7:37-10:46 - My prayer at the start of 2024</p><p>10:46-13:35 - Taking action on the prayer, trusting the provision (including the NO) and fully surrendering</p><p>13:35-17:46 - Opening the portal through Costa Rica + Envision Festival</p><p>17:46-20:57 - Discovering Kundalini Activation and being divinely called to be a conduit for this energy</p><p>20:57-25:08 - How I jumped timelines and became no longer a bartender!!</p><p>25:08-28:07 - How I ended up facilitating at 2 festivals, attending and traveling completely for free / provided for by divine masculine provision</p><p>28:07-33:13 - Being offered mentorship—both high touch and self study—completely provided for. My prayers being answered in ways I could have NEVER imagined. Plus complete identity shifts and an existential kink de-armoring + trauma healing.</p><p>*NOTE: THIS IS THE IDENTITY SHIFT AND HEALING EXPERIENCE THAT CONCEIVED THIS VERY PODCAST, MENTIONED IN EPISODE 1.</p><p>33:13-35:18 - Kundalini Activation facilitator training and being back in Cosmic Rose</p><p>35:18-45:44 - From being spontaneously baptized by the Mother after Temple 1 of Cosmic Rose to coming into full devotion + surrender and giving ALL OF MYSELF to God on the last day of Kundalini Activation initiation/training.</p><p>xo, Lar</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Lauren Melissa at <a href="https://iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com/p/the-year-of-miracles</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:212177672</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lauren Melissa]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 23 Aug 2026 09:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/212177672/46e7722c2e9b9812ce9c90c8a063518b.mp3" length="32987916" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lauren Melissa</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2749</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/9074150/post/212177672/28ff5e9595821a22267d00637eea55c3.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Most Martyrs Die...]]></title><description><![CDATA[ <br/><br/>Get full access to Lauren Melissa at <a href="https://iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://iamlaurenmelissa.substack.com/p/most-martyrs-die-i-chose-life</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:211643626</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lauren Melissa]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 18 Aug 2026 01:00:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/211643626/3e351f2012b8ed64916aa4c36ac8e2cb.mp3" length="15884267" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Lauren Melissa</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>993</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/9074150/post/211643626/28ff5e9595821a22267d00637eea55c3.jpg"/></item></channel></rss>