<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd"><channel><title><![CDATA[Memoir(ish) ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Exploring the dark corners and silver linings of grief, memory, avoidance, and what remains when reinvention stops working. <br/><br/><a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/podcast</link><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Wed, 20 May 2026 02:22:42 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/5672506.rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><author><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></author><copyright><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[tgeorgemerritt@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:new-feed-url>https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/5672506.rss</itunes:new-feed-url><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Memoir(ish) is a free series about memory, identity, and the things that make more sense in retrospect. I write about loss and what it reveals, the cost of being agreeable, and what it looks like to build a life that actually fits. </itunes:subtitle><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><itunes:owner><itunes:name>T. George Merritt</itunes:name><itunes:email>tgeorgemerritt@substack.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Society &amp; Culture"><itunes:category text="Personal Journals"/></itunes:category><itunes:category text="Society &amp; Culture"/><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/f2ffd9f748c1bb8c3820fb4b5147ea2b.jpg"/><item><title><![CDATA[The Middle is Gone]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The first anniversary of losing a brother, and holding on to what's left. </p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/the-middle-is-gone</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:193736355</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2026 12:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/193736355/01dde5ed94f21ed5691753d08a67a586.mp3" length="10494237" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>525</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/193736355/e4db2772d7884e96b98c09e5d1dd5fea.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[The People You Never Meet]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The relationships we build from fragments, and how even the imagined ones can feel real when they end.</p><p></p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/the-people-you-never-meet</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:193518665</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Apr 2026 12:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/193518665/01c4bb44ff3a20762bb18e0a1b96ce8e.mp3" length="7878857" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>394</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/193518665/452ab3e2570f6ed52cea48867ce2d279.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Illusion of Seeing Clearly ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Travel, a Guatemalan market, and giving your younger self permission to make mistakes. </p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/the-illusion-of-seeing-clearly</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:193015993</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2026 12:31:19 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/193015993/dd69d3918b2e9d1227fcc546bbe5a500.mp3" length="9607953" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>600</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/193015993/7080c0ae84c45f2d438446ae566afa09.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[This Could Have Been a Glass of Wine]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Thoughts on meaning, ritual, and community, and how daily habits shape purpose or lead to distraction and numbness.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/this-could-have-been-a-glass-of-wine</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:192668445</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2026 12:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/192668445/49e462f4eecb12f61f507f1a7d584b23.mp3" length="9602416" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>480</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/192668445/c1a6a4df39599e0186947ded35aa2399.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[I Thought Everyone Saw This]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Astigmatism, inner monologues, and how we assume others experience the world the same way we do.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/i-thought-everyone-saw-this</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:191905342</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 24 Mar 2026 12:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/191905342/1621153597dc62f6a1bb980452bb1237.mp3" length="9691755" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>485</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/191905342/c227a6007016ba0e01c31d8849dc1684.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Leaving Nebaj]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><strong>Nebaj </strong>(<em>ney-BACH</em>) On a sunrise drive out of Nebaj, Guatemala, drifting through uncertainty and self-suppression, I witnessed a quiet procession of Indigenous Quiché walking to market. A beautiful but ordinary moment forced me into an uncomfortable awareness of lives rooted in endurance and community. In contrast to my own avoidance, it prompted a fleeting but lasting shift in how I saw myself and the world.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/leaving-nebaj</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:191496401</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2026 12:30:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/191496401/1111e30563490141ea8ece1cfaa0ae25.mp3" length="13412636" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>838</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/191496401/f594e3d8805a1347581ee29b5d4197db.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Guatemala Seemed Like a Good Idea at the Time]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Doubt and the strange places life takes us while we’re figuring things out. It’s for anyone who has wondered if fear is quietly steering the wheel.</p><p></p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/guatemala-seemed-like-a-good-idea</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:191185275</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 12:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/191185275/2d4774b9a2e71ec4dca2441428cc18ac.mp3" length="5387298" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>449</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/191185275/7612f7bef334add6a8ad17a4976b9d17.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Tree Between Blindness and Dinner]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>What my brother once said that has stayed with me for decades, and embracing the dichotomies that plague us.</p><p></p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/the-tree-between-blindness-and-dinner</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:190434103</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 10 Mar 2026 12:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/190434103/4bf2bd5da42a371d88a61a0c3adf8cf0.mp3" length="8532441" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>427</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/190434103/e762c8d8d5a0269a6e36b7554e9f2659.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[An Alibi for Despair]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>As the first anniversary of my brother's passing approaches, what emotional distance, despair, and Albert Camus have in common.  </p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/an-alibi-for-despair</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:188558460</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 03 Mar 2026 13:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/188558460/79e6b246b4f78569a9b7e95661748b9c.mp3" length="11029225" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>551</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/188558460/2000124b050cdf19ed4c441225409f60.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Escape Can Look Like Ambition ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Thoughts from a blizzard on three arrivals in New York, personal growth and avoidance, and choosing hope.</p><p></p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/escape-can-look-like-ambition</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:188923129</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2026 17:27:53 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/188923129/efff5471b7b86c140e1a074ae6a1a986.mp3" length="7729959" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>386</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/188923129/af422813d3fa33fd98c7f6a2b2726dcf.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Abacus: Part I, The Train]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Part 1 of The Abacus as George starts on a journey to Brooklyn, remembering parts of a previous life as he faces what's ahead.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Memoir(ish) at <a href="https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://tgeorgemerritt.substack.com/p/the-abacus-part-i-the-train</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:188557834</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[T. George Merritt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2026 17:06:13 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/188557834/c862d983d6cc6f349004572a3052f3d9.mp3" length="16646386" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>T. George Merritt</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1040</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/5672506/post/188557834/71c99d4794b19f4ff250041dd33cbbaa.jpg"/></item></channel></rss>