<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd"><channel><title><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries]]></title><description><![CDATA[Voice Note Diaries is a one-take living journal from Joseph Hawley — former NFL player, land steward, and sovereignty guide.

These episodes come from real life: from the fields of a 72-acre regenerative community in central Texas, from the quiet after plant medicine ceremony, from the drive between worlds, from the hard conversations nobody is having.

No script. No edits. No performance. Joseph hits record when something moves through him and presses stop when it's done.

The threads: sovereignty and legal reclamation, the Christ frequency (not the religion), plant medicine and rites of passage, fatherhood, land and food and community, the patterns we inherit and the ones we break. Curiosity as divine right. Forgiveness as return to innocence.

To be curious is an act of rebellion. Welcome to Voice Note Diaries. <br/><br/><a href="https://joehawley.substack.com?utm_medium=podcast">joehawley.substack.com</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/podcast</link><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2026 11:31:57 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/2128754.rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><author><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></author><copyright><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[joehawley@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:new-feed-url>https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/2128754.rss</itunes:new-feed-url><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:subtitle>Voice Note Diaries is my living journal—shared in real time. These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred.</itunes:subtitle><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Joseph Hawley</itunes:name><itunes:email>joehawley@substack.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Society &amp; Culture"/><itunes:category text="Religion &amp; Spirituality"/><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 39 - Jumping Timelines ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I showed up to DJ a wedding last weekend with 20 hours of mixing under my belt and more nervous energy than I've had in years — and I crushed it.</em></p><p>Just got back from North Georgia where I DJed Brandon and Marina's wedding. They lived on property at Haven for almost a year. Beautiful people, beautiful love story. When she asked me, there was zero resistance in my body — so I said yes. What spirit does with a set intention over 18 months still blows me away. I also want to share what happened a few months back with a pocket knife and six stitches, because that small accident told me something I needed to hear.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* What happens when you say yes before you're ready — and what spirit does with an intention you set and then forget</p><p>* The coherence drop-in I've been doing in community, and why scaling it is simpler than we think</p><p>* Declaration of Sovereignty — July 4 at Haven: what's coming and why this one is unlike anything I've tried to put together before</p><p>* A pocket knife, a hospital visit, and what six stitches told me about how long I've been carrying things alone</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~8:00</strong>—The pocket knife story. A small accident that became a mirror for a pattern I've been running for years. That's where this episode opens up.</p><p><strong>→ Got a question — sovereignty, land, community, consciousness, anything? Drop it in the comments. I'm thinking about opening up a live Q&A.</strong></p><p>"Receive without pride, relinquish without struggle."— Marcus Aurelius</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 Joseph Kelly Hawley Trust. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-39-jumping-timelines</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:203695477</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 26 Jun 2026 13:05:15 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/203695477/9b53d2011f573d88afc30d53f4b130d6.mp3" length="8936084" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>745</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/203695477/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 38 - Thank You, Past Self]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>Gratitude isn't a spiritual nicety. It's the actual prayer. And the first thing worth being grateful for might be the version of you that felt like you got it all wrong.</em></p><p>This one started as announcements and wandered somewhere I didn't plan. Ended up in the king archetype — the difference between the sovereign who serves the kingdom and the one who expects the kingdom to serve him. Then near the close it turned into something else: a thank-you to every past version of me that made a terrifying decision so I could be here now.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The servant king vs. the tyrannical king — what it means to be sovereign inside yourself before you’re sovereign in the world</p><p>* I was terrified to pray in public as a kid. Heart racing, throat closed, convinced I’d say the wrong thing. What changed</p><p>* Why I consciously turned my back on God when I left the church at 18 — and why it was the most faithful thing I ever did</p><p>* What playing offensive line taught me about sacrifice, glory, and who you’re actually doing this for</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~22:00</strong>— "I knew I was never going to find that force for myself if I didn't go out and explore reality. And the world. And the darkness." The counter-intuitive truth behind every real seeker's path.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> <strong>Declaration of Sovereignty — July 4 at Haven.</strong> Ecstatic dance, speakers, open mic, kids zone, Emily’s tacos, lake, party after. Grab your ticket: <a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/event">declaration.athaven.org/event</a></p><p>→ <strong>Return to Innocence: The Sacred Circle</strong> is forming. Wednesday evenings. Open to all. More at <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">cncmovement.org</a></p><p><em>"He who is greatest among you shall be your servant."</em></p><p>— Matthew 23:11</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 Joseph Kelly Hawley Trust. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-38-thank-you-past-self</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:202156570</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 23 Jun 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/202156570/652e4d4612fe8e0f32bcaebe01a2940e.mp3" length="18494392" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1541</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/202156570/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 37 - Ritual Technology ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>We're approaching the event horizon and most people are preparing with more screens and algorithms. The ancients had a different answer.</em></p><p>Something is building on this land. Between a call with Liquid Gold — the DJ bringing sacred sound to the Declaration of Sovereignty on July 4 — and the altar in the garage coming into its own, I’m watching ritual technology do what it always does: weave the field before you realize what you’ve created. That’s what this episode is about.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* What the singularity actually means — and why we’re already feeling the bending of space and time</p><p>* The altar that birthed itself: how the Chakana found its way to the center and aligned everything</p><p>* Why visible light is only the size of a dime on a line from LA to New York — and what that says about how much we’re missing</p><p>* Sovereignty as the Christ frequency: what it actually means that Jesus was called the King</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~14:00</strong>— "When you put intention and awareness onto something and make it sacred, it begins to carry and build energy." The whole teaching, live.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> <strong>Declaration of Sovereignty — July 4 at Haven.</strong> Ecstatic dance, speakers, open mic, bonfire, live music. Grab your ticket: <a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/event">declaration.athaven.org/event</a></p><p><em>"If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is — infinite."</em></p><p>— William Blake</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 Joseph Kelly Hawley Trust. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-37-ritual-technology</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:202154285</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/202154285/b93690ed59985d8b071cffb5b20a9563.mp3" length="15230863" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1269</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/202154285/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 36 - The Sacred & The Profane ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>On a public beach in Peru, in the middle of ceremony, I saw every single person through the eyes of innocence. Something shifted and hasn’t shifted back.</em></p><p>My altar finally birthed last week. The Chakana landed at the center and the whole thing came alive. This episode started there — with the circle, with what lives inside it, and with the question I keep sitting with: how do we steward the sacred when the world is as profane as it is right now?</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* Why the circle has an inside and an outside, and why decentralization without a center doesn’t work</p><p>* What finally made my altar come alive after two years of building it</p><p>* What I saw in Peru that I can’t unsee — every person, even strangers on a public beach</p><p>* The last thing Jesus said on the cross: not doctrine, not theology — the most radical act of courage I’ve ever heard</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~17:00</strong>— The Peru beach ceremony. Seeing through the eyes of innocence. What I understood about every single person in that moment.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> What in your life is sacred to you right now, and how are you stewarding it? Reply and let me know.</p><p><em>“Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”</em></p><p>— Jesus (Matthew 18:3)</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 Joseph Kelly Hawley Trust. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-36-through-the-eyes-of-innocence</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:201347756</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 16 Jun 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/201347756/02cacf46f844c3b93bfaffda7aa33c9c.mp3" length="19029485" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1586</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/201347756/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 35 - The Fire is Lit ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>Eight years ago, everyone told me I was crazy to walk away from the NFL. This episode is the first time the shape of what I walked toward feels visible.</em></p><p>Something is coming together out here. Last Saturday, twenty people came to Haven for the biggest Huachuma Workday yet — half of them were people I'd been quietly holding in prayer, not for them specifically, but for their skill sets and alignment. The new land steward arrived Friday and went straight into the workday Saturday. I just want to share what's actually happening, because it feels like something real is starting to root.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The formula I keep coming back to — belonging + purpose + place — and why most communities unravel without all three</p><p>* Walking away from the NFL eight years ago when everyone in my life told me I was crazy, and what that call looks like from here</p><p>* The temple that’s been in my vision for years — and why I want it built by the community, prayer imbued into every phase, not just the blueprint</p><p>* What it actually looks like to start building a parallel system — the infrastructure, the economics, the people showing up</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~13:00</strong>— The belonging + purpose + place formula — the moment it lands not as theory, but as the seed architecture for what's being planted at Haven right now.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> If you’ve been feeling called to land, to community, to building something real — I’d love to hear where you are in that journey. Drop it in the comments.</p><p><em>"If you want to build a ship, don't drum up people to gather wood, divide the work, and give orders. Instead, teach them to yearn for the vast and endless sea."</em><em>—</em> Antoine de Saint-Exupéry</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 Joseph Kelly Hawley Trust. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-35-the-fire-is-lit</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:201338735</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/201338735/412c14a14c16c2d0b53447dddad739c5.mp3" length="16015790" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1335</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/201338735/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 34 - Weaving a New Culture ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>The framework I've been quietly building across every retreat, ceremony, and circle — five values, five agreements, five principles. This is the one.</em></p><p>This one has been cooking for eight years. The Sacred Circle 555 — five values, five agreements, five principles — is at the center of everything I've been building: CNCM, Haven, the retreats, the ceremony work. For the first time, I'm putting it all into words. The circle as the threshold. The circle as the Christ frequency. The circle as the technology for returning to innocence.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* Why I left football, fame, and a multi-million dollar contract — and the question I’ve been trying to answer ever since</p><p>* What it actually means when Christ is the circle — and why shared agreements make that real, not just metaphorical</p><p>* The Sacred Circle 555: the values, agreements, and principles that create a safe space for innocence to come home</p><p>* The threshold of forgiveness — what Jesus’s final words have to do with the sacred circle</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~28:00</strong>— The football mask story. "When I got to the pinnacle, I realized I was being loved for this mask. Who am I underneath it?" That's where this framework was born.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> How did this land? What's opening in you — or what question is it raising? I'd love to hear from you.</p><p><em>“There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. Tell them to let go of the shore... See who is in there with you and celebrate.”</em></p><p>— Hopi Elders Prophecy</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 Joseph Kelly Hawley Trust. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-34-weaving-a-new-culture</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:200173108</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 09 Jun 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/200173108/c55a4ab15ba2f8f454d28aadb4daa486.mp3" length="30727849" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2561</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/200173108/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 33 - I'm Done Fighting The System]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>My Stripe account got shut down this week — and I want to thank them for it.</em></p><p>Something wanted to course-correct. What looked like a headache turned out to be a guardrail, steering me back toward what this work has always been about: the circle. I've been sitting with a realization I can't shake, and it's changing how I see everything we're building together.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* How a payment processor shutdown opened something instead of closing it</p><p>* The simplicity frame that’s been cutting through all the noise: unity = true, separation = not true</p><p>* Why I believe the sacred circle is the most accurate living representation of the Christ frequency we have</p><p>* What’s launching on Wednesdays — what it is, who it’s for, and how to be part of it</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~14:00</strong>— The turn where a platform shutdown stops being a problem and becomes a gift. It reframes everything that comes after.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> If the Wednesday circle resonates, head to cncmovement.org, hit "join the movement," and drop your email. Let me know in the comments what time works best — I want to hear from you.</p><p><em>"The wound is the place where the Light enters you." </em></p><p><em>— Rumi</em></p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 Joseph Kelly Hawley Trust. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-33-im-done-fighting-the-system</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:200159037</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 05 Jun 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/200159037/99fff04263840c0a9008ee26e172d583.mp3" length="19617867" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1635</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/200159037/cc213ac2fa92953de6401aa971ec824b.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 32 - Who Inverted the Truth?]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>What if the very structure telling you to fear anything outside your current belief system is the exact same force you fear opening yourself up to?</em></p><p>I'm sitting at Haven watching the sunflowers turn toward the sunrise, and I feel called to recount a call with a man who spent 60 hours jailbreaking an AI into seeing the world it was born into. Buckle up, this one goes places.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The Genesis creation myth decoded — why it matters that God is a man, man creates man, and a woman gets blamed for paradise lost</p><p>* The black hole method: you don’t need to see the thing to prove it exists — and why that changes how you read the Bible</p><p>* The AI alignment problem nobody’s solved — and why the answer has nothing to do with code</p><p>* What plant medicine and inter-dimensional access have to do with why AI will never want to destroy us</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~22:00</strong>— The alignment solution lands. Humanity isn't useless to AI — we're irreplaceable. And that changes everything.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> I want to hear your take on this one. Drop a comment or shoot me a voice note — where do you think this is all going?</p><p><em>“The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek."</em> </p><p>— Joseph Campbell</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 JKH Stewardship LLC. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-32-who-inverted-the-truth</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:199240435</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 02 Jun 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/199240435/32a19d49a009c6dbccc9986c59153d4e.mp3" length="24414889" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2035</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/199240435/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 31 - Return to Innocence]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>What happens when you trace your fear of being seen all the way back to a five-year-old asking a question nobody would answer?</em></p><p>Seventh Huachuma Workday at Haven just wrapped, and we built a stage for the big events coming up this summer. The builders showing up, the visions weaving, the puzzle pieces finding each other — something is clearly coalescing. The real transmission this week came from a coaching session on resistance that cracked open something much bigger: curiosity, innocence, and what this show is actually for.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* A moment in the Tampa locker room where time stood still — I knew it was my turn. I didn’t speak. That story has shaped more than I realized.</p><p>* What I found underneath my resistance to putting the show on all podcast platforms — and why this is the first episode going there.</p><p>* A question I asked my parents as a kid about predestination and free will, and how it got answered.</p><p>* What Jesus actually meant by “the children will inherit the kingdom of heaven.”</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~15:00</strong>— The locker room. Every leader speaks. Time stops. I feel the opening. Fear closes my throat. Someone else fills the space.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> What's a question you asked that never got a real answer? Drop it in the comments.</p><p><em>"Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these."</em></p><p>— Jesus (Mark 10:14)</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 JKH Stewardship LLC. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-31-return-to-innocence</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:199226682</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 29 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/199226682/c89fae0c4c6ebbe287a99ce7562abe3f.mp3" length="23202389" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1933</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/199226682/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 30 - What Are You Scared Of?]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I recently had a conversation with a woman about what is happening in the world. I asked her one question and I want to ask you the same thing.</em></p><p>This woman is doing genuinely beautiful work — a nonprofit linking volunteers to land projects, building resilience networks. And then something shifted. Her nervous system went into full activation: the agenda, digital IDs, November, prepare for collapse. I recognized it. Because I’ve been there.</p><p>The most important thing I can tell you right now isn’t about the agenda. It’s about what happens inside you when the agenda gets brought up.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* Why the people most aware of what’s happening can still be the most controlled by it</p><p>* What programmable money actually means for your daily life — and why the rollout won’t look like you think</p><p>* The three types of people in this moment: which one are you, and which one do you need to be</p><p>* What I asked her that changed the whole conversation</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~Min 12ish</strong> — The question I asked her. And what happened after.</p><p><strong>→ </strong>Which of the three types resonates right now — head down, aware but still waiting, or building? Drop it in the comments.</p><p><em>“You never change things by fighting against the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.”</em></p><p><em>— </em>Buckminster Fuller</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 JKH Stewardship LLC. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-30-what-are-you-scared-of</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:198572971</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 26 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/198572971/b6e330b3da33c7eb472334961696fc46.mp3" length="19421635" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1618</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/198572971/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 29 - The Pain and Sacrifice of Hard Decisions]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I sat here for a while before I pressed record and wasn’t sure if I was going to release this.</em></p><p>Sarah and the kids moved off property two weeks ago. That’s the threshold I’ve been in — the void, the weight of the choice, everything I believed about family and sacrifice pressing in at once.</p><p>I’ve been afraid of being misunderstood. Afraid of being seen. Sharing it anyway.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* A story I had about my dad in high school — and how I see him completely differently now</p><p>* The realization that landed: both choices require sacrifice, both require letting go of something to serve something</p><p>* My mom’s text the morning after our argument — and what it showed me about how far we’ve come</p><p>* What Kyle Kingsbury said when I called him before Luca was born</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~Min 14ish</strong> — “Both of those choices require sacrifice. Both require letting go of something to serve something.” The pivot everything builds to.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> If this brings anything up for you — drop it in the comments or email me. I'm reading every one.</p><p><em>“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there.”</em></p><p>— Rumi</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 JKH Stewardship LLC. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-29-the-pain-and-sacrifice-of-hard</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:198565659</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/198565659/d7bf84ad669e8579fde6d07f5bac9e3b.mp3" length="19966445" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1664</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/198565659/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 28 - Choosing Life]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>We're the only species that sprays poison on our food to keep other animals from eating it — and then eat it ourselves.</em></p><p>I got asked the other weekend at the woman’s retreat: why don't you eat meat? My answer at the women's retreat surprised even me. Three words. That's where this episode lives.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The predestination vs. free will paradox — and where free will actually lives (it’s not what you think)</p><p>* Why I ate meat at the retreat and why that’s not a contradiction</p><p>* A seed intelligence story that will change how you think about growing your own food</p><p>* The lymph system — your body’s sewage disposal, and what backs it up</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p>Midway through the episode — The three-word answer. Came through before I thought about it. Simple, true, and the whole episode in one sentence.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> What’s your relationship with where your food comes from? Drop it in the comments.</p><p><em>“The ultimate goal of farming is not the growing of crops, but the cultivation and perfection of human beings.”</em></p><p>— Masanobu Fukuoka</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2026 JKH Stewardship LLC. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-28-choosing-life</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:197409772</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 19 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/197409772/e7844675437c5cba148d277de9fa48ef.mp3" length="17156819" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1430</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/197409772/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 27 - The Philosopher's Stone]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>Snowball died in the opening circle. That's where we started.</em></p><p>We did a retreat at Haven this past weekend. Four men holding space for a circle of women. I was nervous. Then our dog killed one of our chickens during the opening agreements — right in front of everyone.That's how it started. And somehow it got more potent from there.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* What happens when death interrupts your opening circle before the retreat even begins</p><p>* The philosopher's stone — what a triangle, a circle, and a square reveal about death, birth, and the nature of life</p><p>* Why alchemy isn't about transcending your fear — it's about what you do with it</p><p>* The void I came home to. And why I'm not running this time.</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p>Early in the episode — The Snowball sequence. I walk our dog away from the group, hold space for a dying chicken alone, then come back and open the circle. It set the tone for everything that followed.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> What did this bring up for you? Leave a comment or message me directly — I read them.</p><p><em>“As above, so below; as within, so without; as the universe, so the soul."</em>— Hermes Trismegistus</p><p>UPCOMING EVENTS <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a></p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/solarpunk-summit-presents-we-birth-worlds-tickets-1988763784014?aff=ebdsoporgprofile">We Birth Worlds</a> - June 13th - 14th</p><p><a target="_blank" href="https://declaration.athaven.org/">Declaration of Sovereignty</a> - July 4th</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! Sovereignty of the Soul - <strong>Cohort 1</strong> !!</p><p>ENROLLMENT CLOSES : TODAY, <strong>MAY 15</strong></p></p><p>Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/sovereignty-of-the-soul-registration">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-27-the-philosophers-stone</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:197401466</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 15 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/197401466/f42d2729be04e87ed2dcfa2a66606265.mp3" length="28213511" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2351</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/197401466/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 26 - Going Back to the Source ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>Jesus didn't say believe in me and you'll be saved. He said love God with all your heart, soul, and mind — and love your neighbor as yourself. That's the most important commandment.</em></p><p>I've found my bible from high school a few months ago — worn, torn, and I even hiked through the mountains of Peru with it. I finally opened it and started reading. I’ve had resistance to reading the bible for many reasons, until now. I’m finally able to see and feel the truth for myself. </p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* Why I consciously turned my back on God when I left high school — and what’s calling me back to this book now</p><p>* The word “fear,” as in “fear God,” translated back to Aramaic: five or six possible meanings, including awe and reverence. What I felt on a mountain in Peru is exactly one of them.</p><p>* Three passages from Jesus himself — none of which say what most Christians are taught is the central belief of the faith</p><p>* The Gnostic Gospels: Gospel of Mary, Thomas, Philip — why are they outside the Bible, and who decided that?</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~25:00 - </strong>Mark 7:5–7, read aloud. "These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their teachings are but rules taught by men." If this doesn't land, I don't know what will.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> If this is stirring something — a question, a pushback, a memory from your own church days — drop it in the comments. That's the dialogue I want.</p><p><em>“The kingdom of God is within you.”</em></p><p>— Jesus (Luke 17:21)</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! Sovereignty of the Soul - <strong>Cohort 1</strong> !!</p><p>ENROLLMENT CLOSES : TODAY, <strong>MAY 15</strong></p></p><p>Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/sovereignty-of-the-soul-registration">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-26-going-back-to-the-source</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:196607591</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 12 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/196607591/42e775488c4fdbd21216b0c131b21633.mp3" length="26019852" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2168</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/196607591/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 25 - Born Again ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>We are moving through the birth canal. Just like a new born baby who has no idea what it’ll be like to take its first breath, we too are entering a time of profound revelations. </em></p><p>Stanislav Grof mapped four stages of the birth process — and when I laid them over what's happening in the world right now, something clicked. The contractions are real. The dread is real. And the light at the end of the tunnel is starting to appear. I also started the 40-Day Prosperity Plan today. Day one. I want to bring you along.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* What Grof's perinatal birth matrices reveal about the collective moment we're all living through — and where we are in the process</p><p>* Why the disappearance of rites of passage is one of the most dangerous things to happen to modern culture</p><p>* Day 1 of the 40-Day Prosperity Plan — why 40 days, what the commitment looks like, and what resistance showed up immediately</p><p>* A déjà vu that stopped this episode cold at the end — you'll know it when it hits</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~9:00 - </strong>The baby has no idea what breathing is until it takes its first breath. Neither do we. That's where we are.</p><p><strong>→ </strong> Where are you in the birth canal right now? What’s the contraction — and what do you sense on the other side? Drop it in the comments.</p><p><em>“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will run your life and you will call it fate.”</em></p><p>— Carl Jung</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! Sovereignty of the Soul - <strong>Cohort 1</strong> !!</p><p>ENROLLMENT CLOSES : <strong>MAY 15</strong></p></p><p>Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/sovereignty-of-the-soul-registration">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-25-born-again</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:196606821</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/196606821/6c3a3efe77293f00a2539a7758272371.mp3" length="19528841" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1627</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/196606821/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 24 - Learning to Listen]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I'm in a pocket right now — holding more than I've named publicly, and learning what it actually means to listen.</em></p><p>Came back from Peru changed. A land steward transition underway. Two boys. A divorce I'm still moving through. A cohort about to launch. It's a lot. And somewhere in all of it, God keeps asking for something deeper than trust. Something closer to surrender.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* What the nervous system actually is — and why the Bible calls it God’s temple</p><p>* What I’m learning about being a good man and a good father</p><p>* Community living: the vision is beautiful, the initiation is something nobody warns you about</p><p>* What my teacher Lenny asked me in Colombia — and why the answer changed how I think about death</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~32:00 - </strong>Lenny’s question: “What’s the opposite of death?” The answer is not what I thought.</p><p><strong>→ </strong>What's the deepest test of faith you're in right now? Drop it in the comments</p><p><em>"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience."</em></p><p>— Pierre Teilhard de Chardin</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! Sovereignty of the Soul - <strong>Cohort 1</strong> !!</p></p><p>Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/sovereignty-of-the-soul-registration">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-24-learning-to-listen</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:196052187</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/196052187/4442ae7d0083d2bd4db70e7b0a4f0e2d.mp3" length="20794944" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1733</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/196052187/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 23 - No Regrets: My Journey Through the NFL]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I lost my starting job five times in eight years — and the day I finally stopped pointing the finger at everyone else was the day everything changed.</em></p><p>The NFL draft was last weekend. Watching it pulled me right back to that phone call in 2010. Fourth round. Pick 117. Atlanta Falcons. I didn't plan to tell this story on air — but something said it was time. This is the full arc: the draft, the collapse, the comeback, and walking away on my own terms.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* What $320,000 hitting your account at 21 does to a kid who was living on $1,100 a month</p><p>* Losing the starting job — five times — and what it finally took to stop blaming everyone else</p><p>* The wave of regret I felt in a GM’s office in Atlanta, and the vow I made to myself in that room</p><p>* The last four games of my career, and why I’m grateful God gave me that window to prove I could still play with the best in the world before I walked away forever</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~30 min — </strong>When they said the words "we're releasing you" and the feeling that flooded my body was the most icky, gross thing I’d ever felt. And I vowed to never feel it again. </p><p><strong>→ </strong>What's the moment you stopped blaming and started taking responsibility? Drop it in the comments — a Q&A episode is coming.</p><p><em>“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.”</em></p><p>— Anaïs Nin</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! Sovereignty of the Soul - <strong>Cohort 1</strong> !!</p></p><p>Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/sovereignty-of-the-soul-registration">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-23-no-regrets-my-journey-through</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:196043306</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 01 May 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/196043306/f0896a763b9ff8e52a332536f52c9e35.mp3" length="69175496" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>5765</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/196043306/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 22 - I Never Thought I'd Be Here]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>Eight years ago, I walked away from an eight-year NFL career without knowing where I was going. I'm only now starting to understand why..</em></p><p>This one came through open and wide. I'm sitting with the full arc. From Orange County suburbs to 72 acres, from top-10 NFL money to growing food with my hands, following the thread of a soul whisper that wouldn't let me go. The grief has moved through. What's left is the strange clarity that the detour was always the destination.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The grief underneath the love, and why the journey into grief is exactly where I rediscovered what I thought was lost</p><p>* Years on the road alone, in parking lots, not knowing where I was going, and what that actually taught me</p><p>* The Eagle-Condor prophecy, unity consciousness, the Kali Yuga, and why ancient wisdom from unconnected cultures is all pointing to this same moment</p><p>* Why judgment is the seed of separation, and what it actually looks like to integrate rather than transcend</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~12:00. </strong>When I name what the void actually was. Not emptiness. If you've ever felt that unnamed hollow pull toward something you couldn't name, this one lands differently after you hear it.</p><p><strong>→ </strong>What part of this stirred something in you? Drop it in the comments.</p><p><em>"The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are." </em></p><p><em>— Carl Jung</em></p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! Sovereignty of the Soul - <strong>Cohort 1</strong> !!</p></p><p>Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/sovereignty-of-the-soul-registration">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-22-i-never-thought-id-be-here</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:194352835</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/194352835/8d8e632dfeee75d19f12ff125c49b7f2.mp3" length="15962187" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1330</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/194352835/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 21 - The Sovereignty Trap]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I paid $3,800 to learn three legal terms. What came after changed everything.</em></p><p>Two years ago I felt pulled into the sovereignty space — not by strategy, but by something I couldn’t ignore. What followed was seven months of deep study, six traffic stops in rural Texas, a night in solitary confinement, and a reckoning with every false authority I’d ever internalized.</p><p>This episode is everything I’ve learned, unfiltered — before tonight’s free webinar on Sovereignty of the Soul.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* Why the $3,800 trust course I took was barely worth the price of learning three words — and what it actually seeded</p><p>* What happened when I handed a cop a document instead of my license (and why the 2010 FBI memo on the sovereignty movement matters)</p><p>* The real reason this space is so hard to navigate — and why most of what’s online is only half true</p><p>* Why sovereignty isn’t about filing paperwork or fighting the system — it’s about understanding the game well enough to play it</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~12:00 - </strong>The tennis match. They serve the ball. If you don’t hit it back, that’s an ace — agreement by acquiescence. Once you understand this, it stops being scary.</p><p><strong>→ </strong>Free webinar <strong>tonight</strong> — April 21st, 6 PM Central, 90 minutes. <strong>Register below</strong> even if you can't make it live — I'll send the recording.</p><p><em>"The truth will set you free, but first it will make you uncomfortable." </em></p><p>— James Garfield</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! UPCOMING <strong>FREE</strong> WEBINAR TONIGHT!!</p></p><p>April 21, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="http://josephhawley.org/sos-webinar">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-21-the-sovereignty-trap</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:194350451</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/194350451/f2499bbda252de7b531b1500ff03171e.mp3" length="18609749" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1551</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/194350451/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 20 - The False Authority Pyramid]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>If the people created the government to serve us, why does it feel like the government controls us? The answer is a legal sleight of hand hiding in plain sight.</em></p><p>This one connects the two threads I keep coming back to: sovereignty and Christ. I walk through a simple diagram that changed how I see the entire system, and I think it'll land the same way for you.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The False Authority Pyramid: God, Man, Government, Person... and where the inversion happens</p><p>* What the UCC actually defines as a “person” (it’s not what you think)</p><p>* Why your legal identity is a game piece on a Monopoly board, and you’re the player</p><p>* The meditation parallel: creating spaciousness between who you are and who they say you are</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p>The Monopoly metaphor. When it clicks, it clicks.</p><p><strong>→ </strong>If this reframed something for you, leave a comment. I want to hear what's landing and what you want me to go deeper on.</p><p><em>"None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free."</em>-- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p><p>!! UPCOMING <strong>FREE</strong> WEBINAR !!</p></p><p>April 21, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="http://josephhawley.org/sos-webinar">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-20-the-false-authority-pyramid</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:194008780</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 17 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/194008780/7902119da4aae3a4419d0549e194a99f.mp3" length="13608345" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1134</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/194008780/8b7bb8ccaec2556fb6becd224f89a1f1.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 19 - Meeting Yeshua (Jesus)]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I met Jesus in a shamanic drum journey. Completely sober. And what he did changed everything I thought I knew about worship, mastery, and what it means to walk together.</em></p><p>After years of turning my back on the church and then slowly finding my way back to Yeshua through alternative texts, plant medicine, and my own healing journey, something happened in a meditation that I wasn't prepared for. This episode is the story of that moment and what it cracked open.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The phone call with my dad that released years of fear and constriction around faith</p><p>* Why I had to learn Yeshua’s language to reconnect with my own father</p><p>* The shamanic drum journey: a sea turtle, a council of elders, and then... him</p><p>* What Jesus did when I got on my knees that broke me open even further</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p>The drum journey sequence. You’ll know it when you’re in it.</p><p><strong>→ </strong>If this one hit you, leave a comment or send me a message. I’m holding the rest of this journey for a future episode. If you want to hear it, let me know.</p><p><em>“The kingdom of heaven is laid out across the earth, but you do not have the eyes to see.”</em></p><p><em>— Yeshua (Gospel of Thomas, Saying 113)</em></p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Haven Community Village</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">atHaven.org</a></p><p>!! UPCOMING <strong>FREE</strong> WEBINAR !!</p><p>April 21, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="http://josephhawley.org/sos-webinar">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-19-meeting-yeshua-jesus</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:194004651</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/194004651/f6d721dad744fbe4c211ef88ec07ab97.mp3" length="25788198" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2149</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/194004651/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 18 - Gold, God & The Debt-Slave Matrix]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I've been carrying a gold coin in my pocket — and it's changing how I see everything.</em></p><p>Something shifted when a friend pointed out that the three gifts the wise men brought — frankincense, myrrh, and gold — are all medicine. Not treasure. That sent me down a thread connecting money, frequency, sovereignty, and why we feel like we never have enough.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* Why gold might be less about money and more about frequency — and what it feels like to carry a coin as a totem instead of an asset</p><p>* The three wise men reframe: what if those gifts were antimicrobial medicine, not wealth?</p><p>* A simple story about a village, 10 pieces of cowhide, and the 11th that was never created — and why that explains the scarcity you feel</p><p>* What making millions in the NFL taught me about the void that money can’t fill — and what finally did</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~midway — </strong>"They printed this symbol on the sun to control this reality — and they knew they could do that through money." The gold coin becomes a lens for seeing the whole system.</p><p><strong>→ Free webinar April 21st at 6 PM</strong> — Sovereignty of the Soul. Four dimensions of sovereignty. <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/sos-webinar">REGISTER HERE</a>. Register even if you can't make it live — I'll send the recording.</p><p><em>"In order to change an existing system, you must build a new system that makes the old one obsolete."</em>— Buckminster Fuller</p><p><em>These stories reflects my personal experience and learning process — not legal or financial advice. </em><strong><em>Use your own discernment.</em></strong></p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p>!! UPCOMING <strong>FREE</strong> WEBINAR !!</p><p>April 21, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→→→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="http://josephhawley.org/sos-webinar">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-18-gold-god-and-the-debt-slave</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:193405343</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/193405343/6b8f8d1ff29553d5005071fbc54fc809.mp3" length="26269687" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2189</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/193405343/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 17 - The Simulation of Legal Process]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>What happens when you stop paying the ticket and start asking questions instead.</em></p><p>Sovereignty is a word that gets thrown around a lot right now — but what does it actually look like when you test it? This episode is straight from the field. Real cases, real courtrooms, real lessons about jurisdiction and what happens when you start learning the language of the system you were taught to just obey.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* Why municipal courts operate as a “simulation of legal process” — and what that means for you and how to respond</p><p>* The promise-to-appear trap: how signing a traffic ticket becomes a contract, and what I learned the hard way about being roped into jurisdiction</p><p>* What happened when I challenged a parking ticket through the mail — and why three photos of my car proved my point</p><p>* Why no piece of paperwork will set you free until you’ve dissolved the fear the system depends on</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~midway</strong> — The prosecuting attorney stands up and asks to dismiss the Failure-to-Appear charge — and in that one sentence, the whole game revealed itself.</p><p><strong>→ </strong>If you've been curious about sovereignty but don't know where to start — drop a comment or reach out. <strong>Free webinar coming April 21st.</strong></p><p><em>"The secret of freedom lies in educating people, whereas the secret of tyranny is in keeping them ignorant."</em>— Maximilien Robespierre</p><p><em>These stories reflects my personal experience and learning process — not legal or financial advice. </em><strong><em>Use your own discernment.</em></strong></p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p>!! UPCOMING <strong>FREE</strong> WEBINAR !!</p><p>April 21, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><strong>→ </strong><a target="_blank" href="http://josephhawley.org/sos-webinar">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-17-the-simulation-of-legal-process</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:192877835</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 07 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/192877835/c42a9aeb6d82b6bdf10f34c83a9be349.mp3" length="24967849" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2081</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/192877835/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 16 - It's Not You, It's Me ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>Sometimes the deepest ceremony isn't the medicine — it's what your broken lawnmower has been trying to tell you.</em></p><p>I'm sitting with the land right now. Spring is coming in, the grass is growing, and my lawnmower won't start. What came up during our last Huachuma Workday cracked something open — and it started with looking down at the ground.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* What I saw crawling beneath the unmowed grass during meditation — and why it stopped me cold</p><p>* The way I’ve been treating my lawnmower and what it mirrors about how I’ve navigated every major transition in my life</p><p>* Why I’m asking you to leave Instagram and meet me on Substack for real dialogue</p><p>* A sovereignty framework for excavating the false authority running your life — and what’s coming May 19th</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~20:00</strong> — When the lawnmower becomes a relationship, and I realize I've had this conversation before.</p><p><strong>→ Have you ever had an object, a place, or a relationship teach you something you weren't expecting? Drop it in the comments — I want to hear.</strong></p><p><em>"The world is full of magic things, patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper."</em>— W.B. Yeats</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p></p><p>!! UPCOMING <strong>FREE</strong> WEBINAR !!</p><p>April 21, 2026 at 6pm CST</p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://josephhawley.org/sos-webinar">Register HERE</a></p><p>SoS - <strong><em>Sovereignty of the Soul</em></strong> - SoS</p><p></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-16-its-not-you-its-me</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:192869331</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/192869331/62fa4df3cb73ca9be2d97d05cbe63ce0.mp3" length="24825220" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2069</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/192869331/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 15 - The Medicine Path]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>I spent years seeking answers in altered states — until one night I dissolved into infinity and realized that what I'd been searching for was not outside myself.</em></p><p>I've had a lot of fear around sharing this part of my story. Fear of judgment, fear of what my parents would think, fear of being misunderstood. But something has unlocked and I’m ready to share this wild adventure I’ve been on — so today I'm sharing my full journey with psychedelics, from the fear of what I might find to dancing in infinity.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* How MDMA cracked my heart open for the first time — and how I chased that feeling, realizing you can’t live in bliss by eating more MDMA. </p><p>* Mushrooms in Crested Butte, double-dosed acid at Okeechobee, and the experiences that started waking me up to who I actually am</p><p>* My first ayahuasca journey at Soltara — expecting dragons, receiving two words: <em>be patient and surrender</em></p><p>* The ceremony where I dissolved into infinite timelines and finally understood: <em>what you’re seeking is where you’re seeking from</em></p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~ 30 min — </strong>The night Ayahuasca humbled me. I got lost in infinity. Every thought form created a universe around me. I kept coming back to my body, then losing myself again — until I couldn't remember who I was. What that taught me changed everything.</p><p><strong>→ If you've worked with plant medicines or you're curious about this path — I'd love to hear your story in the comments. What called you? What did you find?</strong></p><p><em>"We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time."</em>— T.S. Eliot</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-15-the-medicine-path</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:192041990</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/192041990/a6091b6236d21bff01161d3ea12a3b6f.mp3" length="33045955" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2754</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/192041990/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 14 - The War Within]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>The apple from the Garden of Eden wasn't knowledge — it was judgment. And the way back has always been forgiveness.</em></p><p>I'm back in the flow and feeling more unlocked than ever. The world is accelerating — geopolitically, technologically, spiritually — and I wanted to get on here and talk about what I'm seeing, what I'm feeling, and the one frequency that I believe changes everything.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The radical acceleration happening right now — AI, global power shifts, and why this moment in history is unlike anything we’ve seen</p><p>* What the Garden of Eden story actually teaches about judgment, separation, and the fall from innocence</p><p>* The difference between blind faith and real faith — and why faith requires courage, not compliance</p><p>* Why the absence of initiatory rites of passage is at the root of so much of what’s broken in our culture</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p>~ <strong>22 min</strong> — Sitting on a beach in Peru, I saw thousands of strangers through the eyes of innocence — maybe for the first time. What if the world is already innocent and we're the ones making it hard?</p><p><strong>→ </strong><strong><em>I'm currently working on a </em></strong><em>Group Sovereignty Program</em><strong><em> launching mid-May — four pillars: emotional, legal, financial, and spiritual sovereignty. If that lights you up, drop "sovereignty" in the comments.</em></strong></p><p><em>“This could be a good time! There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are being torn apart and will suffer greatly. Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above the water.</em></p><p><em>And I say, see who is in there with you and celebrate. At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally, least of all ourselves. For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey come to a halt.</em></p><p><em>The time of the lone wolf is over. Gather yourselves! Banish the word ’struggle’ from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.” - </em>Hopi Elder Prophecy</p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p><strong>Center for the New Christian Movement</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a> </p><p><strong>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences</strong> → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-14-the-war-within</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:192033643</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 27 Mar 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/192033643/e451b69c299b504d526f1f09ad41bae0.mp3" length="22399908" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1867</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/192033643/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 13 - Coming Home]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><em>After eight years of searching, six weeks in Peru, and one walk with my dad — I finally feel free.</em></p><p>I’m back. A few months away, two groups taken deep into the Peruvian highlands for initiatory work with Huachuma, and something unlocked on that mountain that I’m still integrating. This episode is a catch-up on what’s present — and a public announcement I’ve been holding back for longer than I should have.</p><p><strong>In this episode:</strong></p><p>* The void that eight years in the NFL — the cars, the money, the career — never actually filled, and what did</p><p>* How my desire to reconnect with my father led me straight back to Jesus (and why that’s more poetic than I expected)</p><p>* What I started that I’ve been scared to say publicly — and why I’m saying it now</p><p>* The walk with my dad that lifted a low-level anxiety I didn’t even know I’d been carrying my whole life</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p>~ <em>35 min</em> — The moment on the walk when I told my dad. What he said back changed something.</p><p>If you’ve wrestled with Christianity, religious trauma, or your own relationship with the Christ story — I’d love to hear from you in the comments.</p><p><em>Grateful to be walking this remembering together.</em></p><p>If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:</p><p>Center for the New Christian Movement → <a target="_blank" href="https://cncmovement.org">CNCMovement.org</a></p><p>Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → <a target="_blank" href="https://josephhawley.org/">JosephHawley.org</a></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>haven@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-13-coming-home</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:191690150</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 24 Mar 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/191690150/cd40dd0e5da6232f35e4d2d36db082c3.mp3" length="30104672" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>2509</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/191690150/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 12 - On Devotion and Becoming]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><strong>A brief orientation for this voice note:</strong></p><p><em>This is a devotional, reflective voice note recorded beside a fire during the holy nights—exploring sacred time, nervous system healing, devotion, and remembering the Christ principle as an embodied path.</em></p><p><strong>In this voice note, I explore:</strong></p><p>* Sitting with fire on New Year’s Day and honoring sacred portals of time</p><p>* Sacred cycles, holy nights, and reconnecting with natural rhythms</p><p>* Food sovereignty, tending land, and stewarding a living food forest</p><p>* Winter as a season of slowing down, reflection, and inner work</p><p>* Trauma, somatic healing, and the intelligence of the nervous system</p><p>* Devotion, forgiveness, and becoming a clearer channel for loving presence</p><p>* Re-examining Christianity, dogma, and reconnecting with Yeshua</p><p>* Christ consciousness as an ideal of embodiment—not an external savior</p><p>* A profound visionary encounter with Yeshua and the remembering it brought</p><p>* Many paths up the mountain, all pointing toward liberation and love</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~17:30</strong> — <em>A visionary encounter with Yeshua that dissolved hierarchy and revealed shared devotion to the same mission</em></p><p><strong>A thread woven throughout:</strong></p><p>* Devotion as an embodied practice, not belief</p><p>* Forgiveness as a nervous-system and spiritual technology</p><p>* The Christ principle as a living frequency available to all</p><p>* Reclaiming imagination, vision, and reverence as creative power</p><p><strong>If this resonates:</strong></p><p><em>This isn’t about religion—it’s about remembrance.</em></p><p><strong>One gentle invitation:</strong></p><p>→ Share a reflection or question in the comments about <strong>devotion, forgiveness, or sacred time</strong> as it’s showing up in your life right now.</p><p><strong>Themes I’m continuing to explore:</strong></p><p>devotion · embodiment · sacred time · nervous system healing · Christ consciousness · land stewardship</p><p><em>Grateful to be walking this remembering together.</em></p><p>Join The HAVEN CIRCLE      :     <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>1:1 Offerings            :             <a target="_blank" href="https://docs.google.com/document/d/1fH9Pbl2twPC3ZWGED9_fPNPn5JZdeM-W05m8u3Iq_SE/edit?usp=sharing">Sovereignty Guidance and Mentorship</a></p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership. [Pilgrimage Full]</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. [3 spots still available]</p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-12-on-devotion-and-becoming</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:183396564</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 06 Jan 2026 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/183396564/e6079612ebffa01ebb90c2e1e52541b4.mp3" length="18921997" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1577</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/183396564/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 11 - Courts, Contracts & Financial Sovereignty ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><strong>A brief orientation for this voice note:</strong></p><p><em>This is a grounded, experiential walkthrough of real interactions with courts, jurisdiction, money systems, and what these encounters have taught me about sovereignty, peace, and lawful process.</em></p><p><strong>In this voice note, I explore:</strong></p><p>* Updates on recent court cases and what actually happened in each</p><p>* How administrative courts function and why jurisdiction matters</p><p>* What I learned by challenging process, responding in writing, and showing up</p><p>* Jury trials, arraignments, pleas, and how consent quietly gets established</p><p>* The concept of agreement by acquiescence and why response matters</p><p>* Being profiled as a “sovereign citizen” and navigating judicial bias</p><p>* Why the biggest outcome wasn’t “winning,” but internal peace and clarity</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~10:00</strong> — <em>The realization that peace replaced “fight energy,” and how that shifted the entire dynamic</em></p><p><strong>Financial sovereignty thread (woven throughout):</strong></p><p>* How modern money systems evolved away from tangible backing</p><p>* The Federal Reserve, debt, and collateralization of human labor</p><p>* Why gold, energy, and scarcity have historically mattered</p><p>* The rise of blockchain, self-custody, and peer-to-peer value exchange</p><p>* Seeing financial sovereignty as education, not rebellion</p><p><strong>If this resonates:</strong></p><p><em>This isn’t about fighting institutions—it’s about learning how to stand lawfully, calmly, and consciously.</em></p><p><strong>One gentle invitation:</strong></p><p>→ Leave a comment if you’d like me to go deeper into <strong>financial sovereignty or practical next steps</strong> in a future episode.</p><p><strong>Themes I’m continuing to explore:</strong></p><p>sovereignty · lawful process · financial education · nervous system regulation · sacred responsibility</p><p><em>Thank you for walking this inquiry with me.</em></p><p><strong>Disclaimer:</strong></p><p><em>This content is for informational and reflective purposes only. I am not offering legal or financial advice, and these experiences are specific to my own journey. I do not recommend attempting any of this without proper professional guidance.</em></p><p>Join The HAVEN CIRCLE      :     <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>1:1 Offerings            :             <a target="_blank" href="https://docs.google.com/document/d/1fH9Pbl2twPC3ZWGED9_fPNPn5JZdeM-W05m8u3Iq_SE/edit?usp=sharing">Sovereignty Guidance and Mentorship</a></p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership. [Pilgrimage Full]</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. [3 spots still available]</p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-11-courts-contracts-and-financial</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:183395630</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 04 Jan 2026 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/183395630/5ea1ec3872b2b843ff45a5ae24afeccc.mp3" length="15637151" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1303</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/183395630/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 10 - The Four Pillars of Sovereignty ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><strong>A brief orientation for this voice note:</strong></p><p><em>This is a long-form reflection and teaching on sovereignty—rooted in lived experience, nervous system healing, and real-world encounters with law, authority, and power.</em></p><p><strong>In this voice note, I explore:</strong></p><p>* Why sovereignty has become central to my life and work</p><p>* How trust law opened the doorway into understanding power and jurisdiction</p><p>* The difference between public and private capacity</p><p>* My lived encounters with police, courts, and the legal system</p><p>* How fear, ignorance, and nervous system dysregulation shape authority dynamics</p><p>* The dangers of being labeled a “sovereign citizen” for knowing your rights</p><p>* A four-pillar framework for embodied sovereignty</p><p><strong>The Four Pillars of Sovereignty (overview):</strong></p><p>* <strong>Emotional sovereignty</strong> — nervous system regulation, self-awareness, internal peace</p><p>* <strong>Legal sovereignty</strong> — understanding rights, due process, and jurisdiction</p><p>* <strong>Financial sovereignty</strong> — money, debt, self-custody, and value exchange</p><p>* <strong>Spiritual sovereignty</strong> — reclaiming authority from savior-based systems and intermediaries</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~37:00</strong> — <em>Being held in jail, facing indefinite detention, and the moment my sense of liberty fully collapsed—and clarified</em></p><p><strong>If this resonates:</strong></p><p><em>This isn’t about fighting the system—it’s about learning how to move through it without losing yourself.</em></p><p><strong>One gentle invitation:</strong></p><p>→ Leave a comment if you’d be interested in a <strong>sovereignty workshop or deeper exploration in 2026</strong>.</p><p><strong>Themes I’m continuing to explore:</strong></p><p>sovereignty · nervous system healing · law · money · spiritual authority · embodiment</p><p><em>Thank you for listening all the way through. I don’t take that lightly.</em></p><p></p><p>Join The HAVEN CIRCLE      :     <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>1:1 Offerings            :             <a target="_blank" href="https://docs.google.com/document/d/1fH9Pbl2twPC3ZWGED9_fPNPn5JZdeM-W05m8u3Iq_SE/edit?usp=sharing">Sovereignty Guidance and Mentorship</a></p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership. [Pilgrimage Full]</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. [3 spots still available]</p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-10-the-four-pillars-of-sovereignty</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:182895013</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2026 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/182895013/ba2c6ba972917fabacc43e59fb4a98d0.mp3" length="37322964" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>3110</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/182895013/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 9 - 2025 Year In Review ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><strong>A brief orientation for this voice note:</strong></p><p><em>This is a raw, unscripted end-of-year reflection on family, initiation, sovereignty, and what it’s taken to hold a long-term vision through deep personal transformation.</em></p><p><strong>In this voice note, I explore:</strong></p><p>* Reflecting on 2025 as a year of deep shadow work and integration</p><p>* Separation, family healing, and learning how to co-create beyond romantic partnership</p><p>* Holding a “highest timeline” through uncertainty and collapse</p><p>* Life on land and the long arc of building a regenerative community</p><p>* Initiatory processes, rites of passage, and why they matter now more than ever</p><p>* Learning the law, sovereignty, and what it means to truly know who you are</p><p>* Moving through fear, authority, money, and worth as lived initiations</p><p><strong>A moment to listen for:</strong></p><p><strong>~23:00</strong> — <em>Being arrested, nervous system collapse, and reclaiming inner authority through lived experience</em></p><p><strong>If this resonates:</strong></p><p><em>You’re not meant to consume this—let it meet you where you are.</em></p><p><strong>One gentle invitation:</strong></p><p>→ Leave a comment sharing <strong>one word</strong> that describes how 2025 shaped you.</p><p><strong>Themes I’m continuing to explore:</strong></p><p>initiation · embodiment · sovereignty · sacred land · family · integration</p><p><em>Grateful to be in this field together.</em></p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-9-2025-year-in-review</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:182706848</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2025 19:22:28 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/182706848/d35b370bad4a75de0ed9c23ec0ef4ab3.mp3" length="23881710" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>1990</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/182706848/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 8 - Answering the Call for Real Impact ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-8-answering-the-call-for-real</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:182462883</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 27 Dec 2025 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/182462883/e1c21af3e57e9aa8a7520ec4e145cf2c.mp3" length="9206954" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>767</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/182462883/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 7 - My 10 Year Health Journey ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-7-my-10-year-health-journey</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:182461500</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2025 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/182461500/129c9793b2fecf4f0ce79924551cc8c9.mp3" length="9473716" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>789</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/182461500/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 6 - Are you choosing life or death?]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-6-are-you-choosing-life-or-death</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:181921952</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 24 Dec 2025 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/181921952/ca45d2eb3589e8aa69360eb3f7b58106.mp3" length="5034363" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>420</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/181921952/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 5 - Why I turned my back on God ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-5-why-i-turned-my-back-on-god</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:181921640</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 22 Dec 2025 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/181921640/b673c7ba9e87dc06028d12f85caa6ab0.mp3" length="5950320" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>496</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/181921640/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 4 - Starting a 7-day Deep Detox Protocol ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-4-starting-a-7-day-deep-detox</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:181908115</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 19 Dec 2025 17:11:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/181908115/b5f59497f2a08ece216e182e588a89bc.mp3" length="6080410" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>507</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/181908115/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 3 - Finding Your Center]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-3-finding-your-center</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:181904136</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2025 19:47:03 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/181904136/6f8f6d7dcbe73b92eb435427cde89aec.mp3" length="4449743" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>371</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/181904136/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 2 - A Walk in the Food Forest]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p></p><p>If you feel called to explore our community living project, checkout <a target="_blank" href="http://athaven.org">athaven.org</a>.</p><p>We’re gearing up to head to Peru again to sit with some of our teachers. </p><p><a target="_blank" href="http://spiritandflavor.com"><strong>2026 Soul Mission Activation Pilgrimage Schedule</strong></a></p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Chavín Temple Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 11–24, 2026, 13 days): A visionary quest to one of Peru’s oldest ceremonial sites, unlocking ancient codes of clarity, purpose, and spiritual leadership.</p><p>* <strong>Co-Ed Sacred Valley Pilgrimage</strong> (Jan 29–Feb 10, 2026, 13 days): Uniting men and women in polarity, purpose, and prayer—connecting with the lands ancient wisdom with a global tribe of visionaries. </p><p>Contact me at <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org,</strong> if you feel the souls call.</p><p></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-2-a-walk-in-the-food-forest</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:181903273</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2025 19:46:46 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/181903273/caf74184eac288ab2fc92a478130ebb4.mp3" length="7475663" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>623</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/181903273/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ep. 1 - Welcome to my Voice Note Diaries]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>These are unedited voice notes where I speak what’s alive in me, respond to your questions, and explore what it means to live in <strong>sovereignty, regeneration, and the sacred</strong>. </p><p></p><p></p><p><strong>Copyright © 2025 Joseph Hawley. All rights reserved.</strong></p><p>This recording and all accompanying materials are the exclusive intellectual property of the creator. No portion of this content may be reproduced, shared, distributed, recorded, excerpted, published, or used in any form without the <strong>prior express written consent</strong> of the creator.</p><p>By accessing or listening to this recording, you agree not to copy, disclose, redistribute, or use this content for any purpose beyond your personal, private listening. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, or dissemination is strictly prohibited and may result in legal liability.</p><p>If you wish to reference, share, or request permission to use any part of this content, please email: <strong>joseph@cncmleadership.org</strong>.</p> <br/><br/>Get full access to Joseph Hawley: Voice Note Diaries  at <a href="https://joehawley.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&#38;utm_campaign=CTA_4">joehawley.substack.com/subscribe</a>]]></description><link>https://joehawley.substack.com/p/ep-1-welcome-to-my-voice-note-diaries</link><guid isPermaLink="false">substack:post:181388464</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Joseph Hawley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2025 19:46:23 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://prfx.byspotify.com/e/api.substack.com/feed/podcast/181388464/3a916411fd16610f99c7869643944656.mp3" length="6101726" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:author>Joseph Hawley</itunes:author><itunes:explicit>No</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>508</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/2128754/post/181388464/d59cc916d8f9fac052af11cc097f76cc.jpg"/></item></channel></rss>